Jul 30, 2010
Jul 29, 2010
Jul 20, 2010
Graduation...Free?
Graduation!! Whew for almost a month I have been free of the binding chains of what has to be one of the most overbearing system in the whole country of America.
Yes, I am speaking of public high school.
I am known to exaggerate a bit, but in this case I have 788 other people who can vouch on this.
No more Big Brother blowing whistles in our faces commanding that we conform to silly rules such as "Stay on the right side of the hallway or detention!".
Freedom.
Finally understanding it.
Freedom.
Finally understanding it.
Jul 4, 2010
Happy 234th America!!
My oh my has our country came a long way. I think we can all agree that as a country we have been through so many ordeals and still held strong. I love my country and at this moment I feel a bit of song and dance coming on...
*puts in Lee Greenwood's God Bless The USA
*
Who doesn't love that song? lol
Go ahead and pop it in and sing til your hearts content. Then proceed to whomever is cooking and chow down on some good ole barbecue (that's for all my fellow Texans).
Good Day Y'all!
*puts in Lee Greenwood's God Bless The USA
*Who doesn't love that song? lol
Go ahead and pop it in and sing til your hearts content. Then proceed to whomever is cooking and chow down on some good ole barbecue (that's for all my fellow Texans).
Good Day Y'all!
Jul 1, 2010
So powerful...Keep Both Eyes On the Road
After watching this video I had tears streaming down my face. This should be shown to everyone that goes through a Driver's Ed class. Yes they did show us videos but nothing as heart wrenching as this.
Hopefully it did for you what it did for me.
Be more aware on the streets.
Strongest Conviction of a Teenage Christian
My life had been somewhat of a great one but when I dove into the depths of my mind I could not instantly see the greatness that lied within. Instead I created a place that for me was a paradise that held doom and despair at every tears edge. This place was totally fictional but with the cunning ways I picked up I made it my reality. I tried my best to convince everyone around me that it was just as it was, but sadly there were so many who finally saw that things were not the way I made them seem to be. In a sense it was as if I was the leading lady in a play and thought that every made up line was real and that every action had happened in reality. Yet…it was all made up. Others performing with me would descend down the steps on either side of the stage and go on to live their actual lives. I was the one who attempted to stand on the stage and lure those totally aware of the real world back upon the stage.
I lied to my parents, I talked back to my parents, I resented my parents behind their backs, I dreamt of times when they wouldn’t be around, and at times I wished it would all come true. Life for me was somewhat great but when I dove into the depths of my mind I could not and would not see the greatness that lied within. Instead I consciously decided to live in a place that to me was a paradise but to others was the future location of Hell.
On March 9, 2010 I received a conviction so strong of my wrong doings that I had to call someone. I did not want to cry although I felt like I had to. I wanted to inhale and have God fill up my heart and my lungs and just my whole being…This craving was so strong that I had to find someway to receive it in the middle of a school day. I asked to be excused from class and I went into the office I was an aid for to call someone. I could call my mother because I know it is her that I bring the most pain. I could call my father because he is the minister in my family. I could call my sister because she is my best friend. All three were great choices but then I felt as if they didn’t need to know about this. My change would be like me telling them of this stranger convicting me so instead I called my Pastor. As soon as he answered I rushed right in to explain why I was calling him before the afternoon had even had the chance to settle in. See what happened to me was groundbreaking and although something of this nature would mean nothing to someone who believed nothing of Supernatural powers from God, to me it was the last and biggest piece of a puzzle I’d been attempting to put together for almost a month. In one of my many ways to get around having my phone blocked from service and communication with others while on punishment I set up my Facebook page to send me any message, wall post, comment, etc to my phone as a service message so I could get around the block. (Yes I am just realizing that doing that was very deceitful). Anyway there’s a girl of whom I added but didn’t know in any way other than Facebook. She looked nice and she always made funny comments on certain posts so I never bothered to delete her. This very girl sent me a message that went as the following:
"i took my fb list to church and prayed over it & u stayed on my mind. i dnt know u and i hate to come at u this way but, God says that u r living a life of destruction and to turn from your sinful ways of disrespect and deceit or He will remove His hand from your life. please don't b mad b/c i don't personally know u but i was afraid to not do what God said to do. please dont be hardheaded like i was. my problem was stealing, lying, and total disrespect to my parents. i didnt lose my life but i lost a big part of it and, i'm dying and i know its because of continuous rebellion. sorry to lay all this on u. dont know u so its not personal. i must do what God tells me, u seem to b like i use to be. God bless. please dnt remove/block me as your friend. i dnt have many. please dnt cut your life short like i have done."
After reading that message I realized that I needed to change my life drastically or I would be left behind when the Rapture occurred. Even worst I could die an early death because it distinctly says to honor your parents in the Bible (Matthew 15:3-4 is one I can think of off the top of my head).
There is hardly anything for me to say about this because I have done what it is I needed to do. I just felt as if I need to tell others about what happened to me so they can know that God is loving and he will give his children chances.
He gave me mine and I'm extremely grateful to have received it.
I lied to my parents, I talked back to my parents, I resented my parents behind their backs, I dreamt of times when they wouldn’t be around, and at times I wished it would all come true. Life for me was somewhat great but when I dove into the depths of my mind I could not and would not see the greatness that lied within. Instead I consciously decided to live in a place that to me was a paradise but to others was the future location of Hell.
On March 9, 2010 I received a conviction so strong of my wrong doings that I had to call someone. I did not want to cry although I felt like I had to. I wanted to inhale and have God fill up my heart and my lungs and just my whole being…This craving was so strong that I had to find someway to receive it in the middle of a school day. I asked to be excused from class and I went into the office I was an aid for to call someone. I could call my mother because I know it is her that I bring the most pain. I could call my father because he is the minister in my family. I could call my sister because she is my best friend. All three were great choices but then I felt as if they didn’t need to know about this. My change would be like me telling them of this stranger convicting me so instead I called my Pastor. As soon as he answered I rushed right in to explain why I was calling him before the afternoon had even had the chance to settle in. See what happened to me was groundbreaking and although something of this nature would mean nothing to someone who believed nothing of Supernatural powers from God, to me it was the last and biggest piece of a puzzle I’d been attempting to put together for almost a month. In one of my many ways to get around having my phone blocked from service and communication with others while on punishment I set up my Facebook page to send me any message, wall post, comment, etc to my phone as a service message so I could get around the block. (Yes I am just realizing that doing that was very deceitful). Anyway there’s a girl of whom I added but didn’t know in any way other than Facebook. She looked nice and she always made funny comments on certain posts so I never bothered to delete her. This very girl sent me a message that went as the following:
"i took my fb list to church and prayed over it & u stayed on my mind. i dnt know u and i hate to come at u this way but, God says that u r living a life of destruction and to turn from your sinful ways of disrespect and deceit or He will remove His hand from your life. please don't b mad b/c i don't personally know u but i was afraid to not do what God said to do. please dont be hardheaded like i was. my problem was stealing, lying, and total disrespect to my parents. i didnt lose my life but i lost a big part of it and, i'm dying and i know its because of continuous rebellion. sorry to lay all this on u. dont know u so its not personal. i must do what God tells me, u seem to b like i use to be. God bless. please dnt remove/block me as your friend. i dnt have many. please dnt cut your life short like i have done."
After reading that message I realized that I needed to change my life drastically or I would be left behind when the Rapture occurred. Even worst I could die an early death because it distinctly says to honor your parents in the Bible (Matthew 15:3-4 is one I can think of off the top of my head).
There is hardly anything for me to say about this because I have done what it is I needed to do. I just felt as if I need to tell others about what happened to me so they can know that God is loving and he will give his children chances.
He gave me mine and I'm extremely grateful to have received it.
(Enter Allie J. Center Stage)
I realized that I needed to take my blogging further which is my reasoning for creating this page.
The things I write will definitely change at times.
Some posts will be serious and straight from my heart. While some will be expected to not be taken seriously at all, but instead strictly for their humorous states.
I am not here to educate or to be the instructor of certain subjects.
I am strictly here to inform.
Love,
Allie J
(Exit stage right)
The things I write will definitely change at times.
Some posts will be serious and straight from my heart. While some will be expected to not be taken seriously at all, but instead strictly for their humorous states.
I am not here to educate or to be the instructor of certain subjects.
I am strictly here to inform.
Love,
Allie J
(Exit stage right)
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