It's the second day after giving my ex his things back.
Are things better? Yes and no.
I feel better knowing that I won't be done wrong by him again, but this feeling of lonliness is pretty strong. He didn't create it. He simply revealed it when we split.
*sigh* It's Friday and I have nothing to do tonight...absolutely nothing.
People expect for their invitations to "come along" to instantly brighten up your day, and though they are nice, ehh...no thanks. I think most could agree that hanging out with someone and their family is no where near the same as hanging out with someone in the same life phase as you. Going to the movies with your family is different than going to the movies with your friends. And they both differ greatly from going to the movies with a significant other.
Don't understand why people seem to suddenly forget that when they offer...or maybe they aren't forgetting and are simply attempting to make you feel better.
I don't know.
I don't like it though.
You can't really expect a penny to fulfill what a quarter used to.
(Not to say that any of these oh so generous people are pennies...)
It's more so that relationships are different depending on the type and it's getting to be annoying when folks are trying to stuff anything they have in their back pockets in this now empty spot.
It's almost like "Awww...that's so sad! We had three tickets to this show, but if you don't mind sitting between someones legs, we'd be happy to have you join us."
and
"You can come eat dinner with us if you like...We only have four steaks, but if you don't mind having a dinner of just sides, you can certainly come over."
*eyeroll*
No thanks.
I have a first class ticket to Hyrule this weekend. My friend Link called and said that Zelda was having a party -_-
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