Senseless Generation...

You dgaf & the excuse is that youre young? Well yall, guess we found out why the death rate of adolescents is higher than ever. You lose what you dont care for. Love, joy, life...Do they seriously mean NOTHING to you? We were blessed with these things as gifts from the Father and you say "Im TeamFckFeelings" & "TeamNoLove". Youre really just TeamUngrateful.

I love the sun. Always have. The heat that kisses my skin ignites a fire inside me, one that lingers. Problem is the sun is too beautiful to look at. Once as a little girl I stared at the sun so long I had to go to the hospital and have my eyes wrapped up. The whole drive home I attempted to feel the sun with every other sense I had, but to no avail. All I could do was imagine with all my might. Problem is the sun is just too beautiful to feel. You’re lucky to be able to imagine.

                My fascination grew with every sunrise and I became fonder with each sunset. Sometimes, I would cry when night time came simply because its nothing but hours of the sun’s absence. The moon was pretty, yes indeed, but the moon was not strong like the sun. Whenever I had the chance I would bask in its light all day without any thought of what was to come. My flesh burned so badly, my skin peeled away and oatmeal baths were all I could stand. Problem is, the suns beauty is also strength.

                I wanted to be the sun so badly. To just be with the sun is all I ever dreamt of.

 The sun didn’t want me.

Between night and day, it was easily day.

You told me I reminded you of the moon.

That’s the day you broke my heart.

Future Reference

It may be awhile before I get married but I must say that I already know the songs for the biggest events.

1) Light Of Day- By Jimmy Needham (My first dance)
2) Bess You is My Woman Now- From Porgy and Bess (When everyone walks down the aisle)
3) Unfailing Love- By Jimmy Needham
4) Daydreamer- By Adele
5) Whatever "Our Song" is <3
6) Night to Remember- By Shalamar
7) Then no more slow songs lol I don't cry unless I'm extremely happy or touched and there's not much happier than your own wedding.

Who says people don't think about their wedding? For now I have to focus on my sisters

Sighs and Eyerolls

It's been dang near literally forever since I've written anything on here. That being the case it is time for a much needed update....


Give me a few more hours and I will definately do that :)

Taking My Relationship to Where It Should Be

I woke up this morning and suddenly I just felt as if there was something I should be doing. After sitting and meditating on my life, current hardships, and my relationship with God I heard that I needed to fast. I've never done it before so I am completely unsure of the details on how to go about doing it. My ignorance on the matter isnt steering me away though. I have already set my mind on doing it because I need to get my relationship with my Father back to where it used to be.
Has anyone done this before? If so, can you explain to me please?

Packing Up for A Move!

As you may have noticed I have not been writing that much over the past couple of months. There is a reason for this :)
I am moving my blog BACK to Wordpress and am currently getting some new work done for your enjoyment.
Stick with me people!

God Bless

Listening to:

I Won't Fall

Since I got to college I have went through hell and high water for my faith. There have been times when I cried and cried because I could not understand why anyone would want to treat me differently simply because I believe in Love. Words have beat me dang near senseless every time someone tells me I haven't "lived". News for them is that bathe myself in Living Water. Even so it's heartbreaking. But over and over I get reminded that God is still in me and in the end I will be the winner.
My nice reminder from Needtobreathe:

Daddy was a preacher
She was his wife
Just tryin to make the world a little better
You know, shine a light
People started talking
Trying to hear their own voice
Those people tried to accuse my father
Said he made the wrong choice
Though it might be painful
You know that time will always tell
Those people have long since gone
My father never failed
Even when the rain falls
Even when the flood starts rising
Even when the storm comes
I am washed by the water
Even if the Earth crumbles under my feet

Even if the ones I love turn around and crucify me
I won’t never ever let you down
I won’t fall
I won’t fall
I won’t fall as long as you’re around me


Thank You Jesus for being my constant everything <3

Elder Elder

For a person who believes they should be automatically granted respect for simply being over a certain age, childish antics are no longer allowed.
For a person who wants to be revered, gossiping should be a thing of the past.
For a person who claims they deserve a following due to their great wisdom,they should find out the definition of wisdom.

Just because you're old, doesn't make you great.
You'll get your respect but just remember...
It takes a big heart, soul, and understanding.
Things you lack.
There is no sense in attempting to hurt a child.


~Allison Jones

It's Snowing :) I'm Freezing :(

Beautiful Story!!

This is about a couple that goes to my school that has dealt with a very difficult hardship. Please read and vote for them. I didn't know her personally but I saw how her sickness hurt the people around me. The Lord brought her out of her illness, so lets help her out with everything else.

http://www.the33tv.com/lifestyle/projecthusband/kdaf-lauren-sean-20110204,0,4310542.story